Processing Achievement

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The box is full of ribbons. There are far more blue ribbons than red. And more red than white. Even more telling, the ribbons frequently have a "Personal Best" stamp on the back. Judging by these mementos, he won more often than not and was consistently improving. So why didn't he enjoy swim meets?

Because he is an achiever.

This is why he much prefers practice.


Personal Best

Achievement is a strange thing. The minute you get there, you realize you must get farther the next time. Even reaching this point again isn't really good enough. If you've been winning, you need to keep that up. And yet, for all the pressure and fear associated with stepping up to the starting blocks, you have to keep competing. If you don't win something new or improve your performance, what are you doing each day?

And so he swims again and sets the bar a little higher.

I hated grades in high school. When you start at the top, the only direction you can move is down. I didn't understand when my friends told me not to worry about my second place finish. 'I'm not worried,' I'd think. 'I just failed to do as good as last time.'

To this day I have an odd uneasiness about achievement. I feel a need to achieve. That's why days like today, where I don't have anything new or interesting or terribly important to share with you, remind me of standing on the pool deck at a swim meet. I'd prefer to blog about the daily grind, but I can't. I feel the need to share the blue ribbons, the victories, the "important" stuff. Of course, the moment after I've told you about some cool new thing, I get a little nervous: What could I possibly give you tomorrow? I can't build you something like the Virtual Booth every day.

I have difficulty processing achievement. But the process of achievement, far more than the ribbons in my box, is what matters. I think Kimberly said it best: Life is about the process. Check out what she has to say. Then join me as I thank God for the process He is taking us on and the achievements He gives us along the way.

 ~Luke Holzmann
Filmmaker, Writer, Empty Nester

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Waiting in the Hall for Easter

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C.S. Lewis prefaces Mere Christianity with the picture of a great house. Once you enter the house, you discover many rooms branching off from the main hall. Lewis urges us to take our time in the hall deciding which room (denomination/flavor of Christianity) we believe has the most truth. At the same time, he asks us to remember that the other rooms are in the same house. And if they are incorrect in an area, they need our grace and prayers all the more.

It's been fascinating to re-read Mere Christianity. [Of course, the rebuttals are also proving to be rather interesting as well.] The thing that's been bumping around in my head today is this:

Lewis often points us back to Christ in matters where there is much disagreement.

Recent conflicts surrounding Scriptural interpretation--such as universalism and creationism--have in many ways pushed me back out into the hall. Oh, I still have the rooms I like to hang out in. I've got plenty of opinions about which rooms have the most truth. But too often I'm more comfortable out here in the hall. I don't much like the slammed doors and jeering remarks. I'd rather this was a house of unity, of love, of spurring one another on to do good. I find myself wanting to echo Christ's prayer right before His death: May we all be one.

May this Easter, by the power and grace of God, be one that sees us Christians more unified in following the Head of this house than before. May Christ be the focus of this season and the days to follow.

 ~Luke Holzmann
Filmmaker, Writer, Empty Nester

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This Is Broken

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This blog is broken. In fact, the problem has persisted for well over a week now. Yet here I am, writing yet another post, and ignoring the problem.

What problem?

My blog header problem. Currently, you can't click on the header to get back to the full post listing. Worse yet, the header is the exact same image as Sonlight's homepage. I really need to update to header to more accurately express that this is not Sonlight's website but rather a blog where I muse about Sonlight and homeschooling.

In 2006, Seth Godin gave a talk about broken things and the inspiration for the website This Is Broken. Mr. Godin discusses 7 reasons why something could be broken:

  1. Not my job
  2. Selfish jerks
  3. The world changed
  4. I didn't know
  5. I'm not a fish
  6. Contradictions
  7. Broken on purpose

I think Seth Godin is really smart guy. His blog shows up now and again in my Other Posts of Note. And I'm very grateful that he takes time in his talk to offer the caveat that there are many other reasons why something could be broken. I'll share one:

Priorities.

It's fun to laugh at humorous signs. But that really doesn't explain why so many business have broken things for you to trip over. One major reason you bump into so many broken experiences is because the business has other priorities at the moment.

This isn't because you don't matter to them. It's just that with the limited time and resources we all have, we must choose what to focus on.

The same is true of your homeschool. That's why I really appreciated Grateful for Grace's "The Best Homeschool Curriculum" post. You don't have time to do everything, so you must stick with what you can do. You must prioritize your options and spend your time the best you can.

Wondering if Sonlight is the best homeschool curriculum for your family? If you haven't yet, I recommend you take a few minutes to read 27 Reasons NOT to Buy Sonlight.

For now, my blog header remains broken. That's because I'm focusing on fixing other things at the moment. What have you had to set aside for a while because of other priorities?

 ~Luke Holzmann
Filmmaker, Writer, Empty Nester

P.S. The header problem can also be found on the Box Day blog.

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Option Overload

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Every choice we make effectively eliminates all other options for that moment. By reading this sentence you have chosen to not do something else. For instance, in the time it takes to read this you could wash a cup, put away a stack of plates, hug a child/spouse, water a plant, open/close a window, read a paragraph written by a more talented writer, do a push-up (or three), rest your eyes, say a prayer, pull something out of the freezer for dinner...

Before we go on, allow me to say how glad I am that you're spending these moments with me. <smile>

This confinement by choice boggles my mind when I think about homeschool curriculum and education in general. Where in the world do you start with education? The reality of "knowledge gaps" opens before me like the vastness of space. And then I remember: This is about life-long learning. This is about learning how to learn what you need to know in a given situation. This is about the joy of always learning more.

On the other hand, majoring in the universe isn't really an option. And so we must settle on one choice at a time.

As someone whose job involves helping make your choices easier, I ran into a problem today: How do I get you the information you need in the quickest way possible?

Actually, that's not a new problem. I just bumped into a new form of the problem. The more options you have, the more variables are involved. The more variables, the more information there is to explain the differences. The more information, the harder it is to fit it all into a single space. So what goes where? Using what little I know, I choose: This information should be here, that information accessible there.

Is that the right choice?

I don't know yet.

Time will hopefully reveal the optimal layout as I listen to feedback, consider other options and monitor--as best I can--what is proving helpful and what is not.

You have limited time. You have big decision to make in that time. And as much as I try to help, there's always some option I didn't anticipate. And so, if you can't decide on a Sonlight program, chat with a Sonlight Advisor. Worried the choice you've made isn't the right one for your family? You are covered with Sonlight's unmatched one-year Love to Learn Guarantee. You have options before and after you make your choice.

I don't have Advisors, but I do have really smart co-workers. I don't have a Guarantee, but I do have grace when things aren't quite right.

When you feel overwhelmed with choices, what do you do? Have you ever had to handle the panic of option overload? What information have you focused on recently to help you make a difficult decision?

 ~Luke Holzmann
Filmmaker, Writer, Empty Nester

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New 3-Week Samples

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Sonlight's Instructor's Guides have been updated for the new year. Unfortunately, I forgot to copy a few key elements to the new website. That's why the 3-week Samples weren't working properly until today.

Sorry about that.

The good news is that now you can get the first 3 weeks of any IG for free. You can see for yourself how the notes, schedule and other resources packed into your IG will help you in your homeschool.

 ~Luke Holzmann
Filmmaker, Writer, Empty Nester

NB: As of posting, the new High School IGs aren't ready yet. Buf if you request a 3-week sample now, we'll let you know when they are available for download.

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Unstated Goals

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"...every institution's unstated first goal is to survive and grow, not to undertake the mission it has nominally staked out for itself."

That quote is attributed to "a French sociologist" ...whoever he (or she) may be.

As a second day of not doing business begins to draw to a close, I wonder: Does this apply to Sonlight? Does Sonlight exist to survive and grow, or do we exist to "reach families worldwide with remarkable, literature-rich, internationally-focused homeschool curriculum"? Yesterday I asserted that Sonlight does not exist, primarily, to make money. The quote above begs to differ. Who's right? That French sociologist, or me?

I think the answer is found in the two sides of Sonlight.

For the first side, think of the bottom of Sonlight's Logo: A nice sea of blue in which an open book floats. These books--and the sale thereof--sustains the "institutional" side of Sonlight. Sonlight is a business and so to continue to do what we do we must make money. In that sense, the sociologist is right. The sale of literature-based homeschool curriculum is the first goal of Sonlight. Sales is the foundation of the company Sonlight.

Now look at the top of Sonlight's Logo: Sunbeams radiate over the horison, almost as if they came from within the book, but not exactly. This is the drive to "reach families worldwide with remarkable, literature-rich, internationally-focused homeschool curriculum." This is the reason we continue to seek to serve you. This is why Sonlight exists. If we could no longer provide you with remarkable, literature-rich, internationally-focused homeschool curriculum, we'd close our doors. We wouldn't start selling tires or shipping vegetables. Not because there's something wrong with tires or vegetables, but because Sonlight's mission is what drives us... not the pursuit of dollars.

The sociologist is right, but only as far as any truism can take you. The unstated goal of Sonlight corporate is to stay in business. But why? So we can continue to offer you amazing homeschool curriculum. If we can't do that, we'll go home.

 ~Luke Holzmann
Filmmaker, Writer, Empty Nester

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The Cost of Sonight: A Price Comparison

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Wondering whether to invest in Sonlight? Discover the results of an investigation into whether piecing together the Sonlight curriculum or purchasing a complete package is truly cost-effective.

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