I'm Learning About the State of Policing

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Life-long learning is an incredible thing. But it's sometimes difficult due to cultural, emotional, philosophical, historical, and other -al type factors. Currently, I'm realizing how much more I have to learn about the law enforcement.

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Greetings, Citizen

I don't like commenting on stuff I know nothing about. But when someone else shares insights, I love to pass them along. I really appreciated the blog post What My Bike Has Taught Me About White Privilege. Of everything I've read on the subject, this was the first that was somewhat encouraging. Give it a read yourself. It helped me gain a framework/schema for thinking about current events. His connection of being a bicyclist on a roadway built for cars makes so much sense.

In short, things are not good. The Police State has far more to do with how law enforcement treats certain groups of people (summed up in this image from a show I've never watched and never intend to, but the screenshot summarizes the blog post so well). One of my bloggy friends shared this video [NB: f-bomb at the end] that demonstrates how crazy things can get even if they don't escalate. I've had the police come to my door before, but they didn't treat me like that.

This reminds me of the lecture Don't Talk to Police (I'm sorry, I've lost the link of who first shared it with me). Cameron Russell also touches on the topic of race and privilege in her excellent Looks aren't everything. Believe me, I'm a model. TED talk.

I have nothing to add to this conversation. I'm still learning a lot! But these posts and videos have helped me and I'm hopeful they will help you too.

What have you been learning about recently? Anything interesting you'd care to share?

 ~Luke Holzmann
Filmmaker, Writer, Pseudo-Dad

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150 Muslims

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"Every Ramadan, my mom would make a huge thing of baklava as a treat for after the sun went down." It's lunchtime and we've been talking food again. Who doesn't like food? Thinking about baklava, my mouth is starting water.* Shawarma. Gyros too (no matter how you pronounce that word, those sandwichy things are delicious). The guy I'm talking with comes from a Muslim background. He keeps quiet about where he is currently with religion. Muslim? Agnostic? I don't know. But he and I can connect over food.

Baklava
PB+J for Baklava? I wouldn't make that trade...

Falafel.

Islam is all over the news these days. It's uncomfortable for me to even write this post because of how tense things are. Politics are in play. Human lives are affected. This is real. This is life. But almost a month ago I attempted to plant a seed for this moment. I urged us not to isolate ourselves. I did so intentionally in preparation for today.

Because today we are launching our next Giving Opportunity.

What is a Giving Opportunity?

You know that Sonlight is dedicated to missions, giving 50% of company profits to reach those who have yet to hear about Jesus as Savior and Lord. But we want to do more than that. That's why we extend an opportunity for you and your children to get involved every year. Together, we partner with amazing organizations to provide literacy programs, Bible translations, radio broadcasts, and more. We match your generous gift dollar for dollar. These projects are a way to help your children see the global need and how they can make a meaningful impact.

Giving Opportunities are educational as well. We get to learn about far off places in the world and the people who live there. We see glimpses of their lives and revisit our desperate need for grace as we see how it changes hearts and minds. And then we invite you to take part, giving a few dollars which will be doubled to transform the world.

This year is no different.

What is this year's project?

Off-road Encounters is a series of 13 videos each with 8 activities that let you discover various parts of the Muslim world. As you learn more about Islam and the people who follow it, I think you'll discover a renewed desire to see Christ transform their lives as He is doing in your family.

Many of the videos feature food.

When you sign up, you'll get a cool welcome kit for each of your children (sign up now so it arrives before the videos launch later this month). And remember, signing up is not a commitment to give. But the chance to bring the transforming power of Christ to the lives of over 1.5 million Muslims -- or 150 with as little as $28, doubled with the Sonlight match -- is an awesome opportunity I hope you won't pass up!

Sign up and then maybe eat some hummus...

 ~Luke Holzmann
Filmmaker, Writer, Pseudo-Dad

* Why does blogging so often make me hungry?

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This Homeschool Thing? You Got This

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Two bloggers mentioned yesterday that this homeschool thing has them feeling concerned about their abilities and the future of their children's lives.

Makes sense.

You've taken on a big responsibility by homeschooling. You've bucked social trends. You've stepped into a field that some people study for years to do professionally. And every little hiccup or bump in the road raises the flag of doubt; I'm reminded of this funny moment in a movie* where the protagonist sings to herself, "What am I doing? Why am I doing it?"

The more I think about, though, I think a field is a beautiful analogy.

Farmer or Gardener?

Some teachers need to get specialized training to be allowed to teach. Others, depending on the subject or the school, don't. Some farmers grow up farming, learning from their parents. Others get a degree in agricultural. Does that mean you can't garden?

Of course not!

You, like me, may not be good at gardening, failing to water plants and consider the impact of direct sunlight on this or that plant. And if you're the kind of person who will fail to "water" your child's education, you may not get great results. But that's not you. By starting this homeschool gig the way you have, you're invested. You're the kind of educational gardener who starts seedlings in window boxes before spring.

That's you. You got this.

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The Pretty Meadow

You weren't so sure about homeschooling initially. It sounded awesome, but was it really all that? Really? Then you looked into it a bit more and you discovered a gorgeous meadow full of flowers and buzzing bees and soft grass and fresh air and all that is right and good in the world.

So you walked into the field with your children. This was going to be perfect!

But now, suddenly, you've realized it's not perfect. It's a tad messy with dirt and mud. There are a few rocks that stub toes and holes that turn ankles. The bees flock to your tuna sandwich. What happened to your idyllic meadow?

It's still there. But now you're seeing more of it. It's not all butterflies and rainbows -- though those are still there -- there's also fire ants and rain.

Just like in "regular" school.

You succeeded there. You got this.

Still Not Convinced?

Some days are rough. I get that. I can remember all the tears and gnashing of teeth I did in high school and college based on what my professional, certified, licensed teachers assigned. I also remember the wailing I did when I got my papers back from my dad, red ink like splattered blood on the white page. There are days no matter the school situation.

But you're not alone. You could chat with a Sonlight Advisor. Or swing by the forums for input from your fellow homeschoolers. And if you're struggling with a particular subject, it could be you need to tweak it or switch to something else (like what I did when my math program broke down on me). One blogger recently suggested that a simple schedule shift helped her homeschool experience tremendously. If you'd like to connect with more awesome bloggers, check out the Other Posts of Note.

This homeschool thing? You got this.

 ~Luke Holzmann
Filmmaker, Writer, Pseudo-Dad

* Obligatory disclaimer: I am not recommending you watch that film.

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A BEAM of Sonlight

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Change. Sometimes it excites me ... other times it makes me feel ambivalent. After 20 some years of being involved in homeschooling, it seems that change occurs more and more often. But in this instance, I think I'm going to like the change.

For 11+ years Sonlight has produced an e-newsletter titled The BEAM. It has, over the years, included such things as a column written by Sarita Holzmann, links to forum threads of interest, wonderful editorial comments by Amy Lykosh, and snippets of information about Sonlight products and news of interest.

Next week when your copy of the BEAM arrives, you're bound to notice that it looks quite different! Our team has harnessed their creative energies to come up with a fresh and inviting new look for our bi-weekly e-communique. It will still include an article from Sarita that is sure to make you pause from your daily routine and give some thought to her wise words. You will also hear fun testimonies from Sonlighters around the globe! The new BEAM will still include links to great conversations on the Sonlight Forums, as well as a spotlight on a Sonlight product or homeschool tip that's bound to provide some practical inspiration for your family.

So watch your inbox next week and let me know what you think of the new BEAM look and feel. I think you're going to like it!

Still on the journey,
~Judy Wnuk

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I Like What I'm Seeing, Protestants and Catholics

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He's an older man with a bitter and irritated vibe. He's a stickler for precision and likes to get things in writing so he can call you on it later. The pastors of my church turned down his requests for them to "set things straight" and now, he tells me, he's concerned for my soul.

We've met a handful of times. He's been arguing with a lady from my congregation for almost as long as I've been alive, and now I've been called in to give the "official" position of "my" church. Always happy to discuss things with anyone -- Church of God, Mormon, JW, Scientology, or otherwise -- I appreciate the opportunities to learn new things and grow in my faith. Our time has gone fairly well until he says something so outlandish that I thump the table and yell, "COME ON! You don't even believe that!"

Perhaps not my finest, most gracious moment.

In the fifteen or so hours we'd spent together, we'd been around and around with all kinds of issues. Both the woman from my church and this guy have reams of paper containing notes and diagrams, emails and articles, agreements related to which dictionaries are acceptable and audio recordings of hours of back and forth. Literally. My role, it turned out, was as much mediator between two embattled and embittered neighbors as spokesperson for my brand of Christianity.

He believes things more extreme than I am comfortable with and with more certainty than I find healthy. But, to me, he's a brother, agreeing that connection with Christ is what saves us. His view of me is pointedly less open.

Not that long ago in a country not that far away, Protestants and Catholics killed each other in the streets for about three decades. But in my neck of the woods, both locally and internetally, I'm seeing more and more people agree to disagree with those on the other side of the Reformation fence. I love Kris's story about how learning to pray saved her faith.* I've seen several other posts lately -- like Brianna's "gift of evangelicalism" -- that talk about the benefits of "the other side" even while firmly affirming the beauty of their current ecumenical take. And it's not just ex-Protestants. A handful of my friends come from a Catholic background and still attend Mass from time to time, finding beauty and solace there in a way not available in their current church home.

This makes me so happy. I love seeing the Body of Christ knit together in unity.

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Churches

This morning, as I read through The Kingdom Strikes Back -- part of your 6th Grade homeschool curriculum -- I was thrilled to see God's work in the context of history, and how both Catholics and Protestants have, with varying degrees of success, spread the good news of God's grace to others. Strangely encouraging, too, was the reminder that we have much more to do.

And I thought, 'I can't wait to do more of this ministry together!'

I like it.

Sure, there will always be those who try to drive wedges and set up barriers. And there is a place for that, certainly. But perhaps the goal should be to build more rooms, reminding us that we are all in the same house (as C.S. Lewis put it in Mere Christianity).

This also points to the unity the Messianic Jews and Muslim Background Believers have found in Christ. Having friends who were enemies, both historically and culturally, call each other "brother" is one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen. Redemption is amazing!

May we all continue to grow closer to Christ and in so doing find ourselves closer to one another.

 ~Luke Holzmann
Filmmaker, Writer, Pseudo-Dad

* In keeping with the theme of disagreement, Doug makes some good points about the short-comings of the "Christian Survival Guide," the book which prompted Kris to blog about prayer.

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Who knows what evil lurks in the hearts of men?

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The cultural answer is that The Shadow knows the evil, but I think Scripture addressed this first in Jerimiah 17:9 and following. Today is a Monday and this is a heavy post. Sorry.

She's a Senior at a local high school -- pretty, popular, and flourishing. At least externally. Inside, well, that's a different story.

"I'm fine," she tells me with a genuinely faked smile she's mastered for the sake of others. The tell-tale "thumbs up" completes the charade. I've seen it dozens of times before.

I give her a look.

"Stupid people believe me," she bursts out. "Why can't you be stupid?"

I offer my standard response. "I went to college."

Sometimes you have to make light of things when there are no more tears. She spilled all hers hours ago. She refuses to tell me what's going on, but the edges of the puzzle are coming together. It has something to do with her boyfriend, or ex-boyfriend, or whatever is going on there. "It's not rape," she assures me. "I don't want you to assume the wrong thing."

Not that abuse isn't part of her history, it's just that those events are so far in the past that she copes by keeping it all neatly packaged deep down somewhere dark. She's also been belittled in word and in deed. Her school, she tells me, isn't helping. And she has a lot to do and she should go.

When she does leave, her parting words are, "I hate you so much." She may mean it, or not, it's hard to say. I'm not sure she knows what she thinks at the moment. Not surprising, given what she's been through. And I've only seen a flicker of those shadows.

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Black Heart

That experience fresh on my mind, Elizabeth's post about minimizing abuse in Christian homeschooling felt far too close to home. And I had a great homeschool experience! I had a good public high school experience too. But the brutally intense waves that ripple from "a few" bad experiences drown people. They give up. Or, they come close, letting the black waters consume them and bury them in the deep.

This isn't something I can fix. I want to. Oh, how I wish I could say or do something that would fix this! Instead, I sit and wait for the day when they open up. I'm not a therapist, but that's actually a good thing. They've all had terrible experiences with therapists. All of them.

Let us not get myopic in our view of homeschooling. It's not all perfect and lovely. It's not all abuse and hiding. My sheltered homeschool experience was amazing! But that's because my parents were preparing me to reach out, not trying to keep me insulated from the world. The potential for abuse is rampant everywhere; let's stop lying that it doesn't happen in homes. All the more reason to show your students that the world isn't perfect.

I don't have answers. I have yet to read anyone who does. But I think it's important to remind ourselves that the heart is desperately wicked and that we need God's grace and transforming power in our lives. And if something isn't going well, it's time to reach out for help.

But that's hard. I know it's hard. I wish I had more to offer. I wish I had answers, solutions.

I don't.

The only thing I know is that we all need to draw closer to Christ, to let Him do the lifting and the pruning, and to soak in His grace so we can be brave enough to recognize our shortcomings and walk in grace when we encounter the brokenness in others.

 ~Luke Holzmann
Filmmaker, Writer, Pseudo-Dad

P.S. Four years ago I wrote a poem about a very similar experience with a very similar girl. I titled it Smiles.

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How MathTacular4 Helped with College Algebra

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The Story

Our boomerang kid just started college again. He and I got home about the same time and he asked if I'd be willing to help him work through math this year. "I realized," he told me, "that I crammed all of my math in high school. I could only do about four of the homework problems. I don't remember any of this!"

So we sat down to work through it. Everything went pretty well. He would get bogged down now and again by things -- "How do I handle the 1/20?" -- and his sloppy, incomplete notation while showing his work made me smile. The scribbles reminded me of my own math days and let me catch a glimpse of how frustrated my teachers must have been with me in high school. He was gaining in confidence and then we ran into a gem that went a little something like this:

13. A teacher will replace your lowest test score with the score you get on your final if that score is higher. What is the lowest score you can get if you want an average of 80 in the class and scored 86, 51, 30, and 81 on your other tests?

We looked at each other.

His eyes held the look of a potty training child who has just recognized their internal signals too late. I had a similar feeling, but of a person about to go into war who is terrified and responding bodily to that fear.

"Well..." I said, giving myself time, "...we know we need 80 on one side of the equation. And you remember how to calculate an average, right?"

He did.

I had now almost exhausted everything I had gleaned from MathTacular4: Word Problems. We had followed the steps outlined in that program and were almost there. But one more challenge lay ahead. Thankfully, MathTacular4 had taught me that the dreaded "Word Puzzler" enjoys sneaking things into the problems. I saw it. The 30 was out of place. The value was too small, as if it were trying to draw attention to itself surreptitiously.

"30 is going to be the lowest score that we'll replace with our final exam score. So we add 86, 51, 81, and 2x (the final score twice) and divide by 5."

His answer checked out and I breathed a sigh of relief.


MathTacular4: Word Problems

"You don't have to hang around if you don't want to. I could just call you when I have a question," he offered.

"No thanks," I said. "I need to work this through with you if I want to have a prayer of helping you at the end of the semester."

The next few questions were easy, asking us to subtract 7 from 142. I doubt I'll ever grasp the logic behind math textbooks.

The Lessons

First, if you -- like me -- haven't done math in over a decade, don't worry. Your children do not start with calculus. They start with number, shape, and color recognition. As you work along side them, you'll be ready to tackle limits and sine waves more prepared now than you were in college. Homeschooling lets you (re)learn stuff you missed the first time around!

Second, MathTacular is awesome. I love how even fun DVDs designed for 6th Graders -- or younger -- can be so applicable even for us adults and college students.

Third, there's help if you ever get stuck. The final problem was one of those "how much should this person invest in each fund if they want a yield of this amount" kind of problems. We tried. We scribbled. I got my own pad of paper and a pen. Finally we watched the example video lesson where each step was carefully explained and outlined. Halfway through the explanation we'd found what we needed to proceeded on our own from there. It was very rewarding and I recommended that he review this solution before the test. "That's definitely going to come back to bite you," I warned.

You don't have to know how to do everything. I think you'll be surprised by how much you learn alongside your children as you homeschool. And if math feels like this incomprehensible mess of squiggles and absurdity, check out MathTacular. These fun DVDs make math unbelievably understandable.

~Luke Holzmann
Filmmaker, Writer, Pseudo-Dad

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